Blakman.actual
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- Oct 27, 2018
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I’m not sure how to start this so here it goes I guess?
I think I’m psyching myself out in regard to how “in shape” I actually am. I find myself saying “Oh, I’m going to just give it until June so I can be in the best shape possible.”, or some shit relative to that.
On the flip side, I am SO ready to roll and start this process. I feel like I am just spinning my wheels in the job that I am doing now...I know the way out...I know this, so what is stopping me? Am I right to worry about my physical fitness preparation? Or should I just enlist and bust my ass as much and hard as possible?
I think I’m psyching myself out in regard to how “in shape” I actually am. I find myself saying “Oh, I’m going to just give it until June so I can be in the best shape possible.”, or some shit relative to that.
On the flip side, I am SO ready to roll and start this process. I feel like I am just spinning my wheels in the job that I am doing now...I know the way out...I know this, so what is stopping me? Am I right to worry about my physical fitness preparation? Or should I just enlist and bust my ass as much and hard as possible?