- Dec 14, 2016
As this year progresses I can't help but analyze all my habits. I break whatever is a hinderance to me, becoming more self disciplined. While keeping this up I've noticed my ego has inflated a bit. I sometimes think I'm better than some friends because I have my own unique goal and work harder in the gym. I know it's all bullshit and I haven't even proven anything to myself yet. However my worst offense is school. I don't see the point. I maintain a C average and I'm not leaving anyone impressed. Is school a key component to discipline and attitude? I just can't help but think its a waste of time if my aspirations are somewhere totally different than the classroom. I also wanna stop my mind wandering to places where I think im better than someone else. It's repulsive.